Jumat, 13 Desember 2013

The Reason

I’m not a perfect person
There’s many things I wish I didn’t do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I’ve found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I’m sorry that I hurt you
It’s something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear
I’ve found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
and the reason is You [x3]

I’m not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I’ve found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I’ve found a reason to show
A side of me you didn’t know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you



It’s almost midnight and I still hear the rain was pouring my boarding house’s roof.
While I’m doing my weekly report assignment, I’m listening to the musics. And all of a sudden, it played a song. The reason-Sabrina. I stopped writing and was thinkin’ of my best friend,



The one who got use to sing this song in front of me.
The one who were in the same boat with me for 4 years.
The one who was very close to me.
The one who always told me tons of storiesss.
The one who always gave complain towards my appearance.
The one who shared his problems to me.
The one who always try to amuse me.
The one who discussed lesson materials with me.

We were like brother and sister. But now?? :(
Since we go to different university, we never make any contact. Does he forget me?  Does he forget all of the memories quickly? Actually we were apart since the 3rd grade of SHS. Something has made our friendship broken step by step. I just wanna drop my tears when I write this. I just don’t know his condition now. But I’m sure probably he has found 'a brand new friend' there.
I wish you read this post, but I think I expect too much -_-

It doesn’t matter if he never contact me because a true friend always has their special own contact to his/her best friend.

It doesn’t matter if he forgets me, but for me you’re just the same and will always be the same.

You were my best friend, you are my best friend and you’ll be always my best friend.