ALM PATTERN :)

Assalamu’alaikum.. 

Hello fellas!

This week is gonna be my last lecturing week during the 3rd semester. Yeay!
Time flies! I’ll have final test next year! Sounds long, isn’t it? -__- 

It was my last citizenship education lecturing program. I felt both happy and sad. But I’m gonna miss this class anyway. At the end of the lecturing, my lecturer gave us a super awesome lesson.

He gave us alm pattern: 

  If you give 1 and you expect to receive 1, so you’ll get 1/1 = 1
 If you give 1 and you expect to receive 2, so you’ll get ½ = 0,5
 If you give 1 and you never expect anything, so you’ll get 1/0=∞ (it means you’ll get so much and probably uncountable).

Subhanallah, I do agree with that pattern. When we wanna alm to others, don’t expect that we’ll get more feedback. Because it means that we didn’t do it from our deepest heart. But when we alm to people and we do it with our purity heart, so insyaAllah Allah will give us tons of feedback that we have never expected before.

So, the conclusion is the more you alm in order (only) to get much feedback = the less you’ll get.
But the more you alm and never expect anything = the more you’ll get. That’s it!

And here is one of the quote that my lecturer told at the very beginning of the class (in order to make students love citizenship) :  

Please pretend to love me, until you forget that you are still pretending!

Yes, from tons of citizenship materials, what I deeply remember are both of that. What a shame! -_-

The Reason

I’m not a perfect person
There’s many things I wish I didn’t do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I’ve found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I’m sorry that I hurt you
It’s something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear
I’ve found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
and the reason is You [x3]

I’m not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I’ve found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I’ve found a reason to show
A side of me you didn’t know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

It’s almost midnight and I still hear the rain was pouring my boarding house’s roof.

While I’m doing my weekly report assignment, I’m listening to the musics. And all of a sudden, it played a song. The reason-Sabrina. I stopped writing and was thinkin’ of my best friend,

The one who got use to sing this song in front of me.

The one who were in the same boat with me for 4 years.

The one who was very close to me.

The one who always told me tons of storiesss.

The one who always gave complain towards my appearance.

The one who shared his problems to me.

The one who always try to amuse me.

The one who discussed lesson materials with me.

We were like brother and sister. But now?? :(

Since we go to different university, we never make any contact. Does he forget me?  Does he forget all of the memories quickly? Actually we were apart since the 3rd grade of SHS. Something has made our friendship broken step by step. I just wanna drop my tears when I write this. I just don’t know his condition now. But I’m sure probably he has found 'a brand new friend' there.

I wish you read this post, but I think I expect too much -_-

It doesn’t matter if he never contact me because a true friend always has their special own contact to his/her best friend.

It doesn’t matter if he forgets me, but for me you’re just the same and will always be the same.

You were my best friend, you are my best friend and you’ll be always my best friend. 

Happy New Year (1 Muharram 1435 H) !!

Resolution One: I will live for God. 
Resolution Two: If no one else does, I still will. ~ Jonathan Edwards ~
 
Assalamu'alaikum...

First of all I want to say HAPPY NEW YEAR for all moslems in this world! I know it's too late but I remember a saying 'better late that never' right? *alibi* hahaa
The time is fleeting. It seemed 1 Muharram 1434 H happened only yesterday. Many bad and good things happened in my life. Btw have you made any resolutions for this year ahead? If you haven't made it, just make it now. Write all of your resolutions in a piece of paper or in your resolutions' book. I did it too :D But before that look at the quote above.
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Don't forget! because of GOD, we are here. Let's dedicate our life for Him. Hopefully in this new year, we can more faithful and grateful to Allah SWT. Let's take a look at this simple quest.

Can you imagine if Allah stop giving you this free oxygen?
Do you know how much oxygen costs in the hospital?
Can you live without oxygen?

See? We are nothing without him. Let's say Alhamdulillah for all of HIS blessing.

Alhamdulillah in this new year's eve, Allah gave me a chance to refresh my brain.
After having writing class, my friends (Suci & Ayun ) and I decided to visit 'night market' which was located in front of my campus. Actually my boarding house mates invited me a few nights before but I couldn't because I had to made a presentation at that night. And Voilaa, this was our fun way to spend new year's eve ;)

Finally, I come back !!

Assalamu'alaikum...

Halloooo everybodeh, how's your life going? Hopefully everything's gonna be ok.

It was such a very long time for my dissapearance. I do extremely miss this lovely blog so much!!
Really sorry, I had some troubles with this blog account. Not to mention, my college stuff also succeed to make me very very busy until I wasn't able to write here :(

Homesick also attacks me for the time being :(
I really miss my mom, dad, brother, nephew, home, everything about my home's atmosphere!!
Hopefully I can go home this month, ASAP~
Many things has happened in my life so far. Can't wait to write tons of my storiesss ;)