Rabu, 12 Maret 2014

Grandma, I MISS YOU :(



A grandma always has time for you. Even if the rest of the world is busy. ~ G. Sanders


        I’ve just watched a touching video about Grandma’s love to her grandchild. She reminds me with my grandma. Currently, I only have a grandma from my mom. My another grandma passed away a day before my 17th birthday. Now my grandma lives with my auntie. I do love her. She is the one who took after me when I was a child. She took me to the kindergarten. She waited for me, standing for hours and watching me from the outside window. I always cried when I wasn’t able seeing my grandma’s face in the window. She’s the one who bought me many snacks before I go to school. she’s the one who defends me when my friends pulled my hair / mocking me. She must have been tired but never she complained to me. She’s always smile and cheered me up. Indeed, she is the best grandma in this universe!


         Time flies. She’s getting older and weaker.  She is loosing her eyesight. She doesn’t want to be operated because she has many illness such as high blood pressure, rheumatic, etc. Long time ago, I wanted to be an occupalist. I wanted to make my grandma see again. I want her to see her beautiful and handsome children, grandchildren or even grand grandchildren. I want her seeing her big family growing up. I want her to see the technology in this era such as handphone, laptop , etc. I can’t bear when she asked me how is the shape of handphone, laptop,computer, etc. How can I explain it? It is the same difficult as explaining the deaf person the sound of piano. . I want her to sit beside me in my graduation. I want her to accompany me during my wedding. I want my children play with her great grandma.

            For all human beings, let me tell you that most of grandma actually feels lonely. She has no one to talk to. Everybody is busy with their work nowadays.  All she wants is only to understand her. Listen her stories no matter how bored you are. Her knees are weaker and weaker. Just help her when she’s walking. Don’t you remember that she’s the one that help you walk when you were a kid?  Do  not yell at her when she breaks the dishes. Everybody will get older (God willing). And it’s part of getting old. You’ll understand when you get older.

          Thanks a bunch my lovely grandma, for your patience, for caring and teaching me to close to Allah SWT, pray on time, and so on. I know that you’ll never read this posting. I just wanna hug you, spending my time with you, eating ice cream together, listening tons of your stories, and playing with you all the time. I’m sorry grandma, I haven’t been a good grandchild for you. But I’ll always keep trying. Thanks a lot. You’re the angel that Allah sent for me.

         

How about you guys? Have you ever thanked to your grandma?

Have you kissed her and told her how much you love her?

Do it before too late :)